Chapter 1

Rankings Day

First Place Was Never the Prize cover
Nick
11 views2 likes

The lecture hall promoted ambition.

Tiered rows of black seats curved toward the front like a polished amphitheater, each narrow desk wiped clean enough to reflect pale bars of ceiling light above. At the lowest level, a glass podium stood beside a blank projector screen.

Nick James sat in the second row.

The first row was for eager students. The second was close enough to be seen, but commanded attention without begging for it.

His notebook lay open in front of him, untouched. A fountain pen rested exactly parallel to the book. His tablet, dark-screened, reflected his face: straight brows, still mouth, black hair combed neatly back except for one strand that had escaped near his temple.

He noticed it in the reflection.

He did not fix it.

Fixing it would imply disturbance.

Around him, the hall filled with eager students.

A girl in front of him refreshed the department portal every few seconds, though everyone knew the rankings would be announced verbally first. Behind Nick, someone laughed too loudly at nothing. Two scholarship students near the aisle whispered over probability estimates, as if mathematics could soften humiliation or predict a selection driven solely by preference.

Farther up, Daniel Cho cracked his knuckles one finger at a time, then glanced toward Nick to see if the sound had landed.

It had.

Nick simply chose not to acknowledge it.

He looked at the clock above the projection screen.

Three minutes before nine.

Professor Hue valued punctuality with the moral intensity usually reserved for religion. Anyone entering after him would receive the " not serious about education look"

Nick turned one page in his notebook, though there was nothing written on the first.

A seat creaked behind him.

“Nick’s calm,” someone murmured.

“Nick’s always calm.”

“He already knows.”

Nick's eyes lowered to the blank page with a faint smile.

He did know.

The preliminary metrics had been obvious: publication credit, lab performance, exam scores, peer review, proposal defense. Every category had weight. Every weight had a pattern. He had run the numbers three times—not because he doubted the outcome, but because this required precision.

First place was not a surprise.

First place was maintenance.

The double doors at the back opened and a familiar voice echoed through the room.

His aura rolled down the aisle carrying coffee strong enough to qualify as reckless.

Several heads turned.

Nick did not.

Footsteps descended the stairs.

Not hurried.

Not apologetic.

Whoever it was moved like lateness was something happening to other people.

“Relax. No one died. Unless Hue started early, in which case, beautiful turnout for my funeral.”

A few students laughed.

Nick’s pen shifted beneath his fingers.

Anthony came into Nick’s peripheral vision first

His dark curls still damp from the rain, university blazer unbuttoned, tie loose, one hand wrapped around a paper coffee cup, the other holding a notebook stuffed with loose pages.

He looked less like a candidate for first ranking than someone who had wandered in after winning an argument with a storm drain.

And yet people watched him.

That was the irritating part.

Anthony had a natural way of taking up space without asking permission.

He paused halfway down the row, scanned the available seats, and smiled as if the room had just told him a private joke.

There were twelve empty seats.

He chose the one beside Nick.

The chair gave a soft click as Anthony dropped into it.

His elbow crossed the invisible border between their desks by half an inch.

Nick looked at the elbow.

Then at Anthony.

Anthony’s smile widened.

“Morning, Nick.”

Nick ignored him.

Anthony gave a quiet laugh, warm and bright enough to annoy the front row.

Then he leaned back, coffee in hand, entirely comfortable beside the one person in the room who had already decided he was a structural flaw.

The clock clicked to nine.

Professor Hue had not yet entered.

Anthony tilted his head toward Nick, curls falling near his brow, eyes glittering with the unmistakable pleasure of being a problem.

“Already decided you won, with that quiet arrogance?”

Nick ignored him

Anthony’s knee brushed the underside of the shared desk as he tried to check if Nick still had a pulse.

“Careful. Nick whispered.

"He's alive". Anthony responded.

Nick’s gaze remained on the empty podium.

Anthony took a sip of coffee.

For half a second, he said nothing.

Then, softly, with interest sharpening beneath the humor, he replied, “Oh, I’m going to enjoy you.”

Nick finally turned his head with a faint smirk.

Anthony didn’t look away.

Most people would, but not him.

But Anthony held eye contact like it was something to lean into, not avoid.

Anthony smirked and said

" very welcoming," or "Is this version reserved for me?"

Nick’s gaze flicked once to Anthony’s coffee cup.

“Basic”

Anthony’s grin came fast and easy.

“Careful, you might enjoy it.

Their voices stayed low, but attention shifted toward them anyway. A student one row up had stopped pretending to read. Someone behind them went quiet in the middle of a whisper.

“You already know the ranking?” Anthony asked.

Nick didn’t answer immediately.

The question wasn’t casual.

It was bait wrapped in curiosity.

“Yes,” he said finally.

Anthony glanced sideways at him, something sharper slipping into his expression.

“Confident.”

“Accurate.”

“Same thing, in your world?”

“No,” Nick said. “Only one survives verification.”

Anthony huffed out a breath through a smile.

“God, you’re exhausting.”

“And yet,” Nick replied, eyes forward, “you chose this seat.”

There it was again.

That flicker.

Not annoyance.

Not offense.

Recognition.

Anthony tapped the side of his coffee cup once against the desk.

“Maybe I like knowing what I’m up against.”

“You’re not.”

Anthony’s brows lifted.

“No?”

“No.”

Nick finally turned fully this time—not rushed, not dramatic. Just deliberate.

“You’re what’s temporarily in front of me.”

The words were quiet.

Clean.

Final.

For a moment, Anthony didn’t respond.

Then—slowly—his smile came back.

Not the easy one.

Something narrower.

Sharper.

“Yeah,” he said softly. “I’m definitely going to enjoy this.”

A chair scraped loudly somewhere behind them.

Someone whispered, “Jesus.”

Anthony didn’t look away.

Neither did Nick.

The air between them felt defined now. Not just tense. Structured. Like something had taken shape without permission.

At the front of the room, the side door opened.

Professor Hue stepped inside carrying a sealed folder.

The low murmur died instantly.

Hue was a tall, spare man with iron-gray hair, narrow glasses, and a face built for disappointment. He crossed to the podium like he owned the space, coat still buttoned, folder held in one hand. He did not look at a single student.

He looked at the clock.

9:01 am

Then he looked at Anthony.

The glance was thin enough to cut paper.

Anthony lifted his coffee cup in a tiny salute.

Hue ignored it with professional satire.

He set the folder on the podium, the students adjusted in anticipation.

Anthony leaned toward Nick.

"You think you already won?”

Nick already calculated this very moment

“He smirked— Yes.”

Anthony’s mouth twitched .

“Now, I gotta have you”

“Nick smirked .”

Professor Hue opened the folder.

“The department rankings reflect cumulative performance across evaluated metrics: written examination, project proposal, laboratory execution, peer review, and oral defense.”

The room was dead silent.

“These rankings are not permanent,” Hue continued. “They are also not sentimental. If you find your position disappointing, improve. If you find it satisfying, be careful. Satisfaction is often the beginning of decay.”

Anthony whispered, “Inspirational.”

Hue looked across the room then said,

“Third place,” “Daniel Cho.”

A breath passed through the room. Daniel nodded tightly when a few people looked back.

“Second place,” Hue said,

Hue. paused, looked up then said “Nick James.”

For a fraction of a second Nick's world misaligned.

Not loudly.

Not dramatically.

Nothing in Nick’s posture changed. His shoulders remained relaxed. His gaze did not leave Hue.

But inside, something precise slipped out of place.

Second.

Not possible under the model.

Unless the model was incomplete.

Unless a metric had shifted.

Unless—

Beside him, Anthony had gone still.

That was the first anomaly.

Not triumph.

Not smugness.

Stillness.

Then Hue said, “First place. Anthony Kim.”

A sharp inhale from the front row. A chair creaking two seats back. A whispers of Anthony’s name around the room.

Anthony exhaled through his nose.

Slowly.

Not surprised.

Not relieved.

Something closer to confirmation.

Nick turned his head.

Anthony was already looking at him.

The usual amusement was there, but thinner now, edged with something more deliberate.

“Well,” Anthony said quietly, “that’s awkward.”

Nick held his gaze.

“This is temporary.”

Anthony returned a smile.

“Good,” Anthony said. “I’d hate to peak this early.”

Unable to hold his composure Nick said

“You should be more concerned with sustaining it.”

“Are you offering lessons?” Anthony said

“I don’t repeat avoidable mistakes.” Nick said.

The students around them had stopped pretending not to listen.

Anthony leaned closer by the smallest degree.

“You’re taking this well.”

“I don’t take things,” Nick said. “I command them.”

The professor’s voice cut cleanly through the room.

“That will be enough.”

It should have ended there.

It didn’t.

Not really.

Hue continued speaking about rankings, evaluation weights, departmental standards, but the words softened into background noise. Nick heard them only as structure, not meaning.

Anthony remained beside him.

Too close.

Too warm.

Too alive with victory he wasn’t flaunting properly.

That bothered Nick more than it should have.

If Anthony had smirked, Nick could have dismissed him.

If Anthony had gloated, Nick could have categorized him.

Instead, Anthony sat still, one hand wrapped around his coffee, gaze forward, the corner of his mouth barely curved as if he were listening to music no one else could hear.

Nick looked at the blank page in his notebook.

Second.

The word did not belong to him.

It would not remain attached.

Hue closed the folder at last.

The room loosened, barely. Students shifted. Someone whispered a curse under their breath.

Daniel Cho began writing something too aggressively on his tablet.

Anthony finally leaned back.

“Temporary,” he said quietly.

Nick did not look at him.

“Yes.”

“How temporary?”

“That depends.”

“On?”

Nick turned his head.

“You.”

Anthony’s expression sharpened.

The humor faded enough to reveal something underneath it: hunger, maybe. Or recognition. Or the same ugly, useful thing Nick felt when something blocked his path and made itself interesting.

“Good,” Anthony said.

The answer was too simple.

Too honest.

Nick didn’t like it.

The lecture hall remained full, but the space around them felt strangely separate now, as if the rest of the room had shifted several feet away.

Anthony watched him with new seriousness.

No jokes.

No lazy grin.

Just focus.

Nick met it.

Fully this time.

No interruption.

No audience that mattered.

Anthony’s voice dropped until it belonged only to the space between them.

“This won’t stay academic.”

Nick didn’t hesitate.

“No,” he agreed. “It won’t.”

Neither looked away.

And for the first time that morning, the ranking itself felt almost secondary.

A result.

A measurement.

The beginning of something far less controllable.

Sign in to like this post

Comments (4)

Sign in to join the discussion.

Anonymous

following

Anonymous

Hi! I like your story. please keep writing.

Anonymous

where is 2

elsaa

Hey! Dude, I just read your story and WOW. My brain legit went into full cinema mode while reading, like I could literally see the scenes playing out lol. I’m actually an artist, and I usually do commissions for Webtoons, Comics, Manga, Character Art, and Cover Art. And honestly? Your story as a comic or webtoon would be next level. I’d be super hyped to bring it to life visually (no pressure at all, just thought it would be super dope). If you’re even a little curious or just wanna check out my art, hit me up on Disc0rd (Username: elsaa_uwu) or Inst@gram (elsaa.uwu). Can’t wait to hear what you think! Cheers, Elsaa